Gotta new tattoo that was so painnn 😭
Gotta new tattoo that was so painnn 😭
2024-02-12 15:53:05 +0000 UTC View Post
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Violet blue green red to keep me at arms length dont work
Violet blue green red to keep me at arms length dont work
2024-01-02 18:23:57 +0000 UTC View Post
This year, 2023 has not been a good year for me. On the whol..
This year, 2023 has not been a good year for me. On the whole, I felt generally unhappy about life. Most part of the year, I am constantly out of breath, running to keep up with life’s responsibilities. My short term plans that I put to motion in the past few years are coming to an expiration. 2023, unmistakably and inescapable, demanded new plans and blueprints. Once again, I reached yet another cornerstone to make another huge decision. When will this ever end? When do I have to stop proving myself and be enough in the eyes of society? I felt that a lot of my efforts this year went unrecognised, and no matter how much I delivered, more was expected on the table. I felt that many times, people that claim they love you only always think about themselves. They would only think for you and about you if they are in a good mood/is convenient for them/ they want something in return. All of this heavily discouraged me and influenced my mood negatively. I don’t blame the people around me and love them no less as this is life and I find myself also sometimes behaving in a similar manner. I also find that the same people who have the ability to hurt me deeply are the ones I care about most and in truth, they also care about me. On that note, I withhold my expectations on them as I can’t deliver as well. As a result, I am grateful to have well meaning people that love me and want to help me. They give me advice, support and assurance but to be honest, that was hardly enough to solve anything. Feeling better might help me sleep one day but is not a cure for my chronic insomnia(metaphorical). It is not a solution on how I should make my next big decision. I don’t want to dive deep and wander aimlessly into the abyss. I wielded independence and did research because my freedom depends on it. A skeleton of a game plan have perhaps taken silhouette. Of which I hope something works out in the end. I will continue telling myself to see the light and be grateful for small things inspite of a bad year. This does not mean it is a bad life.
2023-12-05 16:53:05 +0000 UTC View PostNow running on 4 hours of sleep
Now running on 4 hours of sleep
2023-12-05 00:54:00 +0000 UTC View Post
Guys any book recommendations? Some fiction would be nice.
Guys any book recommendations? Some fiction would be nice.
2023-09-14 15:44:25 +0000 UTC View Post
Story of my life Got into a motorbike accident in Cambodia ..
Story of my life Got into a motorbike accident in Cambodia but alls g I’m alive
2023-06-20 16:48:32 +0000 UTC View PostDon’t even buy me a drink or bother to have a decent convers..
Don’t even buy me a drink or bother to have a decent conversation and asks me to go back to your hotel ? Embarrassing
2023-05-22 04:46:30 +0000 UTC View Post
Work work work working as a bottle girl in the club . Danci..
Work work work working as a bottle girl in the club . Dancing for men who open tables 💃🏻
2023-05-09 07:26:27 +0000 UTC View PostBuy me racy sexy clothes and i will wear it for u 🥰
Buy me racy sexy clothes and i will wear it for u 🥰
2023-05-06 11:51:10 +0000 UTC View PostGuys sorry I don’t reply much direct messages but I do read ..
Guys sorry I don’t reply much direct messages but I do read them all. And I’m so busy with life lately I’m working two part time jobs cos is my school break and I’m doing a graphic design course and I’m starting an internship with NBC UNIVERSAL in JUNEEE. So extraordinarily exhausted but I hope is all worth it.
2023-05-05 08:02:38 +0000 UTC View PostI am zen and peace and tranquillity. Even if the world shatt..
I am zen and peace and tranquillity. Even if the world shatters on me I am a bad bitch.
2023-05-05 07:58:47 +0000 UTC View PostFOOD FOOOD FOOOD MAKES ME HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
FOOD FOOOD FOOOD MAKES ME HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
2023-05-05 07:55:59 +0000 UTC View Post
Came to an overpriced rooftop restaurant and just had a $30 ..
Came to an overpriced rooftop restaurant and just had a $30 drink . I felt too guilty to buy the real food which was so damn overpriced .
2023-01-08 09:29:52 +0000 UTC View PostStory of my life : I got flowers from my best friend and she..
Story of my life : I got flowers from my best friend and she treats me like a princess. I’m gnna marry her. Only one problem thou … she got a bf 😠
2022-12-17 05:47:01 +0000 UTC View Post
