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2021-11-21 19:25:00 +0000 UTC View Post

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2021-11-20 21:20:50 +0000 UTC View Post

Sheer delight 😏

2021-11-20 18:33:43 +0000 UTC View Post

New photo set Time 🥳

2021-11-20 15:22:59 +0000 UTC View Post

2021-11-19 21:09:27 +0000 UTC View Post

Really loved this set 💜

2021-11-19 18:32:14 +0000 UTC View Post

2021-11-19 17:44:24 +0000 UTC View Post

Hey! I am gona go live on twitch for a short stream in ten m..

Hey! I am gona go live on twitch for a short stream in ten mins :) www.twitch.tv/scarlettshoward

2021-11-18 20:56:48 +0000 UTC View Post

Today has been a really, really hard day. I’m so sick of bei..

Today has been a really, really hard day. I’m so sick of being sick. I’m exhausted, emotional and just done. I make things look ok for the most part but it’s really not. 1 step forward, 10 steps back. I’m scared to leave my house, I’m dizzy, I can’t drive again and feel like everything is so fucking hard. The sunny, sexy pictures you’ll see from the trip I went on don’t show the anxiety, vommiting and 100s of tablets I had to take to get through those draining 3 days, which should of been fun and enjoyable. The ten mins of shooting versus the hour lay-down between sets to get myself together. The wheelchair to get me onto the flight cos I can’t stand up or walk for long because everything is constantly fucking spinning. I’m worried about my future, I’m tired even thinking about it and all the pain I’m undoubtedly going to experience yet. I try so hard not to be negative but it’s so, so hard when it’s been so relentless for so fucking long. This ototoxicity vertigo is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to deal with which I never thought I’d say, even next to chronic uti, and i really don’t want to imagine living like it long term. It’s limited my bladder treatment options enormously which is awful. It’s already been a year with the last 4 months at it’s worst and I’m pushed to my absolute limit now. Anyway, this message was initially to thank you for all the support but I want to be honest why I’m so grateful. I don’t know where I’d be without you guys and the thought that someday this might not be an option for me or everyone will get bored terrifies me as I’m really too poorly to work now and need to accept this is my life for the foreseeable I guess. We all go through hard shit. I know there are much worse things happening everywhere and to some of you guys going through stuff too I want to say ‘we got this’. Love to you all, I’ll be in a better mood tomorrow, promise ❤️

2021-11-17 22:47:27 +0000 UTC View Post