Got all sexy'd up for the classic horror-themed goth bar in town! I finally had an excuse to wear my new quarter jacket and pencil skirt from Mister Pierre and hopefully no-one could tell it was just a bra on top 🤣
I had such a great time at Sherwood Forest Faire in Texas! And I failed to resist temptation in buying the scalemaille outfit. I only have the shirt on in that photo, but there's a matching skirt piece that I wore out to party that night 😁 I've gotta take some good photos of it all once I have a chance!
It was a great send off to ending my 20s! In just over an hour, I'll officially be 30... 😳 As someone who never expected to live past 16, this is so wild. After a hangover this morning, I'm home and showered and cuddling up with Miss Marple. I'm so ready for bed lol! And managed to survive the weekend without running into my ex.
Then on Tuesday I fly into Florida for the first time since October to have a big birthday bash with some of my best friends! I'm going to be doing some panicked packing and hopefully I don't forget anything lol!
I know it's cliche as a goth bitch, but DAMN I love fishnet stuff 😍 Still have some remnants of the green lipstick on my lips, but hopefully that washes off in time for my DMV photos 😳 Gotta get my license renewed this week like an adult!
Today was lovely though! Slept in because daylight savings is a BITCH but then I went to the Thorn & Moon Magical Market (a monthly witchy farmer's market in Houston) and bought some earrings for my mum, and then a perfume, candle, cookie, and bouquet of dried flowers for myself.
It feels very Miley Cyrus of me to go all I can buy myself flowers but it's truuueeee! I still had some things in the back of my car from the ex weighing down the trunk and my soul, and I was very lucky to find a loving new home for some of that. I gifted the avocado toast blanket hoodies from our Christmas trip, a crocheted blanket my mum made, and a leather Renfest vest that I bought for his birthday to some very deserving people. At least I can drink all the booze myself lol!
(also peep the day collar I made myself! 🥰 I'm gonna take some pretty photos of it tomorrow when the sun is out so I can create a custom listing on mxdaxmetal for them!)
Just got home from the Spencer Sutherland concert! 🥰 Of course had to buy some merch, but my loves... Are we entering a crop top era? Because I'm really loving this combination, I can't lie.
Also I'm thirsting hardcore for that slutty little man and his penchant for pearl necklaces right now. 😤 Just listen to "Cry" by him and you'll understand. UGH.
Another step towards reclaiming ownership of my body: I got new nose piercings!! I finally added double nostril studs after dreaming about it for years! After about 8 to 12 months, I should be able to add a chain to connect the two! (Plus titty tax)
Bad news, my plans for tonight cancelled on me. 😭 So I at least took some hot selfies and now I've gotta figure out what to do instead. When in doubt, masturbate? 🤣
Dress: Mystique in black vinyl by Mister Pierre Fashion Corset: Black Vinyl Waspie from CorsetStory
A crispy clean boi fresh out of the shower. Making baby steps towards feeling better, and the last two days have helped a lot! As a tease, I made a tiktok propositioning girthmasterr 🤣 After months of not being satisfied by someone else in bed, I'm manifesting bigger (lmao) and better things in life.
So. Cowboy and I broke up. He was fucking his ex behind my back, lied about using protection, told her WE had broken up to get away with it, and every time he rescheduled or cancelled on me the last two weeks? He was with her instead. Even when we had a date on Monday, he left in the middle to go "to the gym" and he went to see her instead while he left me at his house. And really I wanted to spin the events of Monday night as a cool kinky Dax adventure, but I'm having to come to grips with the fact it was ass*ult. Because I tried to pull away and he manhandled me and f0rced me down on the bed. Not in the fun way.
Man, I've had such a fucking whirlwind of the last 24 hours. I went over to my local boyfriend's place for dinner last night after pretty much getting ghosted for a week and a half, fully expecting that he was just going to break up with me. But instead we had a nice dinner together, caught up, went to sleep together around 10:30pm, then suddenly at midnight I get rolled over, told to suck his cock, and then fucked until he came on my tits.
Okay?! Where did this energy come from?! I'm confused but I ain't complaining. The Dax needed a dicking down. 🥲 Two months of not being touched and like 1.5 weeks of thinking I'm getting dumped, then BOOM sex. Random. Bizarre. Also, finally.
End of an era... Tiktok is down in the US but I finished the night on high note by partaking in the Karaoke Finals onboard the ship. I performed with a live band in front of a packed audience, even though I wanted to just lie down in bed and cry. The video of that is on insta, if anyone wants to hear me sing lol!
Last day at sea! Tomorrow morning we dock back in Galveston and it's back to real life. It's pretty surreal that tonight we may lose tiktok. Without that app, I never would have met all of you! And I never would have found a way to leave the funeral industry behind. I can't lie, I'm scared. No other app has the reach that tiktok did, and I don't know what I'm going to do going forward. But we're all in this together. And I love you all.
Can I just say, I am SO RELIEVED that the cruise wifi doesn't block OnlyFans access? I wouldn't be able to show you my current bedroom that I'll be breaking in soon... 🥺 What a relief we won't be deprived.
Joining my parents on a cruise for the next week! And because they're bougie as fuck... I'm staying in a really cool suite! Now, the question is how much will I abuse the balcony that's at my disposal 🤭 (and just how much am I going to drink with my unlimited drinks package...)
And here's the final bounce test lol! This was the other set I ended up buying 🥰 Even though the top doesn't have as much coverage as I prefer, the overall shape of it and the bottoms was just too cute!
I liked the texture of this one so much, but it was the only set to fail the bounce test! Also it's an eternal pain in the ass that I need to get XL tops while the bottoms are just mediums.
Bounce test number 2! Of course this is one of them I actually bought 😁 and yes, I'm wearing my undies under it because that's how you be SANITARY in a changing room!