Past eight months of this year was the best ever that I WAS in love and happy with the man of my dreams. It was love at first sight. I was rich…….rich full of love and lucky I was his.
Sadly my Cinderella dream of love came crashing down as I was being cheated on. I was so hurt that I cried each day, but hide my pain of heart break with fake smiles. I hide it well, but been snapping at Mummy for nothing as my heart break turned into depression.
Even Mom adored him and wanted to mëët him as she was happy that her only son is in love. She was so supportive and saddened this has happened to me.
Thank you Kanou, Zach Clayton, Austin Mahone, and Carter Reynolds for showing so much support and helping me recuperate my heart breaking depression.
I’m now focusing my job, Tik Tok content, and my third trip to Playlist Live 2023.
2022-12-14 08:32:05 +0000 UTC
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Wish he would leave me alone. Don’t want to talk to him as he hurt me, cheated on me, and broke my heart.
I’m recuperating from my deep depression back in September.
I can tell he’s still with that slutty skank.
2022-12-13 06:08:36 +0000 UTC
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Pretty festive today at work. Lookin good I must say.
2022-12-09 16:57:13 +0000 UTC
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I highly doubt that I’ll ever put nudes on here, but never know that I will once I focus on losing a lot of weight.
I am heading back to Playlist Live next year, so I need to get on this weight loss transition.
It’s been a rough three months, but I’ve healed up from my deep depression as I could’ve harmed myself, yet thanks to family, friends, and other social media influencers for being there for me. I couldn’t have done it without you. Thank you.
Next year it’s still my year and hope to make next year a big boom!
2022-11-30 08:53:22 +0000 UTC
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I can relate to this song as I was deeply hurt and heartbroken as my mental health was crucial as I was in a deep depression.
It’s been three months that I am so thankful for Kanou, Shogo Twins, and Zach Clayton for cheering me up. Real good influencers I look up to.
Tonight is my last night in Vancouver as some of my Christmas shopping is done and my self-care has been really great to be back in my Olympic home.
I’m really happy I have also bought my Playlist Live pass as well. I am not gonna to anywhere as I’m only going to focusing on my Playlist Live trip.
2022-11-28 04:13:05 +0000 UTC
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I’m thinking of deactivating this account. 💔😢
2022-11-07 23:29:50 +0000 UTC
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I can’t get over this heartbroken feelings. Why do I always get treated this way by playing with my heart. 😢😔💔
2022-10-13 00:28:08 +0000 UTC
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Tomorrow is the last day my subscription will end to someone I adore, but hurt me so much that I cannot proceed to subscribe to him.
My heart is so broken and I cannot bare to see him anymore.
2022-10-13 00:15:23 +0000 UTC
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😔😔😔💔💔💔😢😢😢
Last heart break I had I was self harming myself that I was soothing on not eating, be active to family, and cry myself to sleep.
I loved him so much that he was my dream guy as I’ve been crushing on him since 2019. He made me feel in love with him a lot more. I was getting happy that we talked.
Dreams turned into reality that my dream guy has made it official that he was falling over me. He’s so dreamy that I fell for his eyes and smile. We spoke of our first time meeting and said I was so cute that I was his. I vowed and committed not to break our love. I wanted him happy and so did he.
Now he broke his promise on not hurting me and cheated on me. He was seeing someone else as I found out on Instagram.
On October 8th, I celebrated my cousin’s wedding that I hid my pain and put a fake smile. It’s my cousin’s big day and my suffering should be put aside. I did in fact almost cried twice as seeing my cousin happy brought a tear to my eye that I wanted to be with this guy for the rest of my life as my Mom adores him. I can’t tell Mom what I’m going through as it’s my heartache.
I wish I can rewind time to go back to my happy self when I was at Playlist Live. 😔💔😢
2022-10-10 04:50:25 +0000 UTC
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Hiding my pain at my cousin’s wedding. Don’t know why I’m there as it made my broken heart more broken as I wanted to marry my dream when I was with him. Just about made me cry in the church.
Putting a fake smile on today and drown in my sorrows after reception.
Dolled up for my cousin’s day. Only thing missing is my happiness, but was hoping my relationship didn’t had to go this way. 😭💔
2022-10-08 23:57:45 +0000 UTC
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I DON’T WANT YO BE LIKE THIS!!! 💔💔💔😭😭😭
2022-10-08 01:08:30 +0000 UTC
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My heart is broken once again to the guy of my dreams that I love ever much. I’m so heartbroken that I cried myself to sleep last night and now I don’t feel like do anything today such as eating. 💔😢
He was my crush since 2019 and was so happy like it was a fairytale that my dreams came true to love my crush as my boyfriend.
I was committed to our love that I won’t ever hurt him or dare cheat on him, but it happened to me. 😢😢😢
Only thing I have is my content on Tik Tok and I’ll keep working on that.
Don’t worry about me, I’ll be okay to those seeing this. 💔😢
2022-10-07 18:58:09 +0000 UTC
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It’s been a tough week for myself as tomorrow is Truth and Reconciliation Day for Canada to commemorate on what the Church and the Canadian Government did to my Indigenous Nations around Canada and the US of sending Indigenous youth to Residential Schools of physical and sexual abuse.
What is really heartbreaking that my Uncle passed away just four days before tomorrow as he was a Residential School survivor himself. I will deeply miss him as I had a lot of love and respect. 💔😢
Please wear orange to pay your respects to our sole survivors and the 4,130 Youth that loss their lives so yung from Residential School. 🧡🧡🧡🧡
2022-09-29 21:06:31 +0000 UTC
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I’ve been rejected 10 girls during my tëën years’ and lied including taking advantage/being used of my money by seven different guys.
My love is unique that I will not lie to the love of my life and will not use him like over have hurt me.
With whom I’m dating, I will make him happy and want to spend the rest of my life with as I don’t ever want to get hurt or be forever heartbroken.
The love of my life is the dream guy I’ve been looking for and I’m really happy he’s mine.
This week has broken my heart by losing my Uncle and my Babe has been lifting my heart. I love him with all my heart.
2022-09-29 20:31:58 +0000 UTC
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