Good evening This post will be a little long and little em..

Good evening This post will be a little long and little emotional, so scroll on past if you’re just here for some good horny content (which is totally ok!) I’m not sure how many of you know, but I used to write a blog. It was fun! It was a place I could write a lot about subjects that were close to my heart, and subjects I think needed to be talked about such as mental health. Well I don’t have that blog any more but I really felt like writing something more personal, so here it is if you’d like to read it. I’m not the best at double checking so the grammar might be a bit bad haha 😅 This past year and a half has sure been crazy huh? I moved to America for various reasons and then BAM Covid. I haven’t been able to go home to Europe and see my family, due to lock down it’s been really hard to find new people and make friends. I think this past year and a half has been really hard on everyone. I know it’s certainly been hard on me. But through all of that, I’ve had so much love and support and it truly means so much to me. It might not sound believable, but I really do enjoy reading and chatting with people on here. Sometimes it’s not as much as I’d like since I don’t always have a ton of time and there’s often quite a few DMs. But really, I think the support I’ve received on here has really helped my mental status. Making friends has always been hard for me, as long as I can remember. And maybe friendships aren’t here are as deep and you’d have IRL but they’ve meant a lot to me regardless. I never know how to really convey these feelings of appreciation. So far I’ve tried my best to bring out a lot of content and made things as enjoyable as possible. I hope I’ve succeeded a little bit with that? There’s a part of me that thinks things can always be better. I could always do more right? I think wanting to make good content and make convey my appreciation has been a huge part of motivation for me. I’m sure I’m not everyone’s cup of tea, and I know my prices can feel a bit steep. But I promise I’m trying my best or at least trying to try my best! I have a lot of doubts to be honest. Did I do enough? Is my content being? Have I gained too much lockdown weight? Am I getting old? Everyone has insecurities and I’m not exception. There are plenty of days when I’ve got so much going on elsewhere im unable to make new content or I feel the content I do make isn’t the best quality. Despite that i still have supporters and sometimes I can’t believe how lucky I am. Even with all my insecurities and doubts, I’ve been having a lot of fun and the messages I get on days where im not doing as well, showing me a lot of love and support, they really make my day! Thank you for supporting me, unlocking my content, tipping in my campaigns, chatting to me, sending me pics. Really thank you. I’ll try and wrap this up but there’s lots more I’d love to write about! Would you like me to make more posts like this? And please also know I’m here to listen to if you ever want to :-) I’m just a DM away ❤️