Hey everyone. I’m sorry. Me and bf got in another argument. ..
Added 2021-01-21 16:18:37 +0000 UTCHey everyone. I’m sorry. Me and bf got in another argument. I found out my discover card is now $200 a month, and my landlord won’t fix the water leakage bill that went up to $36k so now I have to find a lawyer to take him to court.
I just feel like my life is falling apart very quickly and this year (2020-2021) is destroying me. Somedays I wish I could close my eyes and fall asleep and never wake up again. My relationship has made me feel like I am unlovable and I am not enough for anyone.
I don’t have family who lives in the same state as I do and no friends I can live with so I’m just resigning myself to being unhappy with my bf for the next four months until the lease is up. I feel like I am wasting my life here. My 21st of all years, this one crashed and burned. Anyways..... I’ll try to be a bit more proactive tomorrow but I am truly miserable and I want everyone to know how I seem here online is not as it appears irl behind closed doors. Pls pray for me (if you do that) or send good vibes. I could use all that rn ❤️ Thanks !
