Here's a weird one to start your Tuesday off correctly. "You eat a lot of cum. That's gross. It's where he peas. That can't make you feel sexy. Do you do it so he will like you? I have not tasted my own cum."
Sometimes I forget that not everyone shares my views and experience with sex. I think everyone thinks pretty much like me. How wrong I am. The above question was asked of me on Instagram. How can I eat cum? It's easy. Suck a dick, stimulate the head of a dick, and eventually, it will pump a fresh sticky, lumpy load of semen directly from his testicles into my mouth. I will then swish it around and swallow it. Let me break it down a little for you. Give you some context.
Giving head, and I suspect this works for lots of guys, though they would most likely be licking a pussy, is pleasurable for most guys. It is even more enjoyable for me to suck a dick than it is for the guy getting sucked. Well, I don't know that for sure, but I do enjoy it a whole lot. Feeling his head expand in my mouth and then start twitching around as it gives me all it's got straight from his balls is a massive turn-on. It makes me massively horny. I'll suck on it till I'm sure there is nothing left to drip out later, making sure it's nice and clean. Hearing a guy suck in his breath, feel and see his whole body tense up, watch his eyes roll back in his head the moment before I take his sperm from him, indescribably sexy. I would suspect when you do the same thing to a girl; you somewhat feel the same way. Just knowing I did that to a man makes my pussy drool. The difference for me from most people is I don't want anything in return other than to be watched. I love to finger myself in front of a guy I just sucked off and have him watch me cum. Sometimes his dick will stay hard, and we will fuck. Most times, he just watches. I cum so hard from doing it that way I am pretty sure I'll never stop sucking cock for that very reason. I'm just saying.
So what about the taste? I don't know. It fricking turns me on. When I start getting a tease with the pre-cum, I get all goofy in my head. I know I got him. There is nothing he can do now. It's too late. Part of him will be in my belly whether he likes it or not. When that first spurt hits the roof of my mouth, it's hot and thick. Think of warm egg whites but a much better smell and way saltier. I have no idea what uncooked egg whites taste like, but I'm sure they don't have the same flavor. Sperm has a very distinctive taste. Some are more bitter than others, some saltier than others. I can taste the Viagra. When a guy is taking Viagra, I always know if he empties his balls in my mouth. It has a weird medicine taste. I bit into one once long ago, and that was proof positive. Anyway, the texture is the best part. Again, it's like egg whites but probably a bit lumpier sometimes. It's sticky. It coats the roof of my mouth and my throat. I can taste it for hours afterward.
Shit, I'm turning myself on thinking about it. I turn myself on a lot doing this. Oh well. My vibrator is charged and ready to go to war. Back to it. I love the texture of it. I have studied it. I have stared at it, played with it, swished it around in my mouth, and it never gets old. It must be an instinctual thing because the more a guy ejaculates, the more I like him. I like Connor a whole fucking lot. I feel like a proper woman when he cums inside of me and leaves my guts drenched and coated with jizz. Weird but true. So that's my jizz post for the month. In case you were wondering.
I wanted to get to Craig today, but now he has to wait. Connor ended up stealing the show this afternoon. He read my last OnlyFans post and came over with a stiffy. I can't help myself. I just can't say no to him. I love to make him happy for some reason. It's so cute. Even cuter is that I noticed his balls go up and down like they are breathing. I'm serious. They don't stop until they start shoving sperm out, and then they suck up inside him and disappear for about 5 minutes. At first, I thought they pumped out so much jizz they simply shrunk up and disappeared. Then I thought, maybe they're embarrassed they made such a mess out of my insides, so now they're hiding. The truth is I have seen the magical disappearing testicles before. But not the breathers. Not like his. I'm not going to lie. It turned me on. I masturbated while stroking his cock and watching them go up and down. I got off quite nicely to that visual. Then I got him off in my mouth. He may not look like Craig, but fuck, he's a sexy motherfucker when he blows my mouth full of cum as he does. I got it down, but it was a ton. Took three swallows to keep up with what his balls were dumping out, and I'll admit it. I gagged on the last one a bit. Shot some nut out of my nose. It happens. Not often, but it does. @u125291845
Ho's make a damn good incum. Just saying. I could be wrong.
What is the dumbest thing a guy has ever said to me during sex? Easy one. "You just cheated on me!" He said that after he slipped his cock inside me from behind and after a minute or two of pumping, he noticed white slipper stuff. Often a brew of my girl goo and lube. Billions of chicks do this when they are turned on. He thought it was someone else's sperm that had been inside of me. The dumbass had been with me all day. We never fucked again.
What's the greatest thing a guy has ever said to me during sex? That's easy. "I'm in the middle of an airport, my dick is out, and I'm turned on as fuck" He said that as I was blowing him in the sky lounge bathroom in the Denver airport. This made me crave his sperm so badly that I thought I would pass out.
Everyone wants to buy me a drink. They get offended when I order a glass of water. When I tell them I don't drink, they think I'm an alcoholic. I'm not. I never got into drinking. The few times it did, it ruined the fun I was going to have or at least diminished it. I don't need to drink to blow a guy in the airport. I can do that just fine all by myself hopped up on coffee. Honestly, I have never seen anyone at their best in a bar. I have seen plenty of people at their worst in a bar. Did you ever notice that the old phrase "I'm not going to drink too much" never goes as planned? I mention this because one downfall of Craig is that he is always drinking and trying to get me to drink with him. It is an annoyance. I'm going to mention it.
Can a guy make you wet just by looking at you? Fuck yes, they can. Duh. I was wearing my grey yoga/workout pants Sunday, and Craig stopped by. Just seeing him made my mound start to twitch, thinking of the things he might do to me and me to him. Before I thought about it, I caught him looking at the wet spot in my pants. Not much one can do about that after it's happened and noticed. So I sucked his cock until he fed me a fine fresh load of sperm which sadly I didn't taste because he jammed his cock in the back of my throat the entire time and his nut just slid down my gullet. I still got that snotty stuck in throat feeling I love so much but no lingering aftertaste which I absolutely adore. I get both when I just suck the nut out of the head, which is why I like to do that. Even so, I now had a wet spot in my yoga pants that could be mistaken for actually pe***g myself. Anyway, who cares. He should be proud to make me walk around with a wet spot he caused without even touching me.
He's not the only one that can turn me into a slip and slide. Connor does it all the time. But that's because he is 18 and works at KFC. Oddly enough, the combination turns me on. Yep, I need to see a therapist about that one and soon. Bob makes me gush because I just figured out who he looks like. Jack Reacher. Just younger. And he has a massive cock that even now makes me weak in the knees just to think about. I get wet when I see my goofy boyfriend because I know what terrible things I am going to do to him next. I think just about anyone can make me wet if they push the right button at the right moment.
Sometimes I wonder if it's normal for me to get so horny/turned-on so fast. It's been a gift for me since I can remember. I was dry-humping guys before they even knew what I was doing to them. I remember that's all I wanted to do. I never came that I know of, that "came" later. Then I figured out the actual "wet-humping" version. Then it was game on to this day. I used the word gift earlier. Because I know chicks who are so dry, they sound like sandpaper when they walk. Is it a medical thing? Maybe. I doubt it, though. I have seen sandpaper chicks go total Niagra Falls once they opened their eyes to the world of being a sexual deviant. One such woman said to me once that she envied the way I didn't allow myself to be shamed for being open about sex and what I liked or wanted. She said I always seemed happy even when people tried to make me otherwise. That's because they simply don't count. Who are they to judge me because I like to get fucked stupid? They have their own issues. I often know this because their wife/boyfriend/husband has told me while I'm fucking them behind their backs. One guy was giving me shit about being a dirty whore. As I listened to him, all I could think about was his wife telling me how awful he was in bed as I was making his one true love gush in my mouth. Something he apparently couldn't do. Every snide comment he made to me was met with a friendly little knowing smile that drove him nuts. She had issues, too, though. She told me he knew, but it was apparent he didn't. I didn't rat her out, though. She eventually ratted herself out down the road during a marital spat. I bet he would have had some choice words for me then. Fuck, I'm getting way off point here. What's my point? Is it normal for me to have such a high sex drive? I think so. I don't care if it's not. Yay for me for being a trendsetter I guess 😜🍆😜
I know you thought I forgot about you, but I didn't. In fact, I am so hooked on sharing with you that I couldn't wait to get home to tell you what I have been up to. Or better yet, what has been up in me. As odd as it sounds, I was thinking of what I would tell you while his dick was rearranging my insides. This OnlyFans thing has really caught me by surprise. I dig sharing my life with you. Why? I don't know. I just do. It's almost like you are fucking me and not him. Weird, I know, but I don't care. It makes the sex banging hot!
So, what happened? I got fucked. Fucked hard, long, and properly. By who, you ask? His name is Craig. I don't know his last name. I don't really care. I met him at a parts store. Long story short, we started talking Jeep stuff, and 10 minutes later, I was sucking him off in my Jeep. Look, he is so pretty it's almost hard to look at. I don't know if you know what I mean, but sometimes people are so good-looking it's annoying. He is one of those people. I know it's kind of fucked up to be sucking the sperm out of someone's cock that I met minutes earlier, but again, I don't care. I enjoyed every ounce of jizz he nutted down my throat. His cock is probably short of 6 inches but plenty thick and smooth and pretty. His sperm, silky and salty.
He wasn't done, and neither was I. He wanted me to go to his place, but I thought mine would be better. So we went there. We got inside the door, and within 30 seconds, I had the head of his cock buried in the back of my throat again. Two minutes after that, he had me bent over the couch, and his dick was slipping in and out of me. I could feel the head of his cock physically expand, and then his shaft started to pulse and jerk around, and he flooded my guts with sperm. I came. How could I not? If you never felt a cock spasm and twitch right before it pours sperm, then it is probably hard to understand. If you have, then you know. It is ungodly how incredibly sexy that is. I mean, his whole cock physically hardened up and expanded. Twitching and jerking along the way. There is simply no way I could hold back with a penis doing that inside of me. Plus, just knowing that I physically made his cock empty his testicles inside of me was unbelievable. Knowing that I will be carrying his sperm around for a day or two, even hotter. I'm sitting here right now, still feeling his cum coating my insides. I really do like this guy. He is easy to deal with, and he stuck his finger up my ass right before I came. That bastard knew what to do! Hopefully, there will be more to follow with this guy. He better call like he said he would!
Connors cum on my tits. He was nice enough to take a video and a few pics so here are the photos. He knows I have an OnlyFans now so it might be easier to get him to do a few more risque things. He doesn't seem adverse to it. He is very curious about it. Let's keep our fingers crossed!
I was licking the final drops of Connors's cum from the tip of his dick, and he asked me what cum tasted like. I said you should know. He looked confused. I told him I would have thought every guy has tasted their own sperm at one time or another. Just out of curiosity, if nothing else. He said he never had, like it would have been a sin if he did. I think he is fibbing to me. Am I wrong? I doubt it. I know I tasted myself very early on. I like the taste of myself but probably not just for the taste but the colossal turn-on to be licking a dick that has just been inside of me. Anyway, that got me thinking. The first time I tasted cum was way too early to mention on here. I remember it very well, though. I think it's when I started on my lifelong sex adventure.
There was no such thing as watching porn back then unless you went to a movie theater. I wasn't even remotely close to the age to be let in, much less had the guts to go in one. I would now in an instant, but there was no chance in hell back then. So I didn't know what I blowjob was, much less how a dick worked. I was with a guy a few years older than me. He just got his driver's license. We were at his house feeling each other up. He wanted to stop. I didn't. He didn't want me to touch his dick through his pants, but something drove me on. I pretty much didn't give him a choice. I got his dick out, and it was so fascinating it was a mental overload. Just the fact it got so hard and stiff was blowing my mind. I don't think I ever knew what it meant to be really turned on till that moment. I can still remember my head spinning, weird feelings, being uncontrollably hungry for him. I had never seen a blowjob being given, in a photo, or in any porno-type way. I had heard of them, how gross they were, how derogatory it was to give one. That all flew out the window when I saw his dick leaking pre-jizz. I had to taste it. He tried to stop me, and I slapped his hand away like he was about to lose it if he tried to stop me again. I slipped that fat head into my mouth and looked up at him, and the look of surrender he gave me was so satisfying. It is still to this day. I remember his head instantly getting thicker, feeling his pulse start to pound on my tongue, and then he ejaculated. I had no idea he was going to dump his sperm in my mouth. I really had no idea what was going to happen, period. I found out quickly. It was shocking, to say the least. I thought I hurt him, and I had no idea what was in my mouth. I mean, I had a guess, but the mechanics of getting it there were a little out of my understanding. Remember, there was no porn to look at or watch back then. I had to figure this all out on my own. Back to it. I was a bit concerned, but he never took his penis out of my mouth, and I could see him start to smile, so I got back to the hot slimy mess in my mouth. It was like weird-tasting egg whites. But there was something about it. I had to think about it and fight the urge to swallow it. I wasn't sure what to do. I wanted to drink it, but I didn't know what would happen if I did. In the end, the urge to eat his sperm was too strong. I swallowed it down. No gagging or having to force it down. It went down easy. Most likely because I wanted to eat it. After I drank his jizz, he was the one who started to gag. He tried to make me feel gross and dirty about it, but I was hooked. I could have cared less about what he thought about me. He wasn't going to ruin the joy I had just discovered. Just knowing I could take something from his body and there wasn't a thing he could do to stop me was absolutely driving me insane.
Here is the weird part. I obviously didn't get off, and I really didn't know how to get off properly. But I needed to. I just didn't know it. I thought his jizz poisoned me or something because I felt so out of control and weird. I figured it out quickly when I got home, though. I had my first orgasm, and I thought I was having a heart attack. I really did. I would finger myself to the edge and stop. Not because I was prolonging the pleasure because I was afraid of what was happening to me. But apparently, the thought of having a heart attack wasn't strong enough because after getting to the edge a dozen times, I carried on and pushed myself over the edge. I had no fucking clue what had happened. I was bewildered. But I knew I had to suck more cocks. And I did. And I masturbated constantly. Several times a day. Sometimes in the school bathroom. I never got caught, but I don't think I would have even cared. So to answer the question, "What does cum taste like?" Pure pleasure, that's what it tastes like. To this day, it's just as perfect as it was back then. Nothing like the feeling of making a man's cock empty itself in my mouth. A job well done with a reward at the end.
Connor came over yesterday and spilled a load on my tits. I got pics this time. It's weird. It doesn't show up that well. Oh well, I did have to wait a long time for him to find his camera. Anyway, I enjoyed sucking a load out of his balls. Hope you enjoy seeing the aftermath 💦🍆
Do you want to know what's weird? I like to wear my hair differently for Connor. I like to have a more of that housewife/domesticated type look. Don't know why I just do. I will put up some pics of wearing the "Connor Hair Do."
Will Bob step up to the plate today? I hope so. One never knows, though. With Bob, it's hit or miss. I am thinking that he would make a nice contrast to my week. I could go for a good cock begging session. See what the day brings.
My ass was still kind of dewy yesterday from Connor. That's amazing. His jizz must really stick and hang on in there. I like the way I feel greased up.
I know a chick, and she is pay to play. Very much so. Hates men, women, pretty much everyone, it seems. But she's hot. She has the body. And, she's 32, so she has plenty of time. She has two guys who are fighting over her. Both want her to stop and be their one and only. Both are willing to fight to the end over her. I call it a classic case of Tug-O-Whore. Both men are going to be destroyed by her. I have warned them both of this impending doom. Care they do not, as Yoda would say. It's incredible what the power of the pussy has over people. She has all the pussy, and with that being said, she makes all the proverbial rules. I know that, and being that I have a pussy I could do that myself, but there is one problem. The power of the penis overpowers me. What's that line they use in exorcism movies? "The power of the penis compels you. The power of the penis compels you!" Sure, I care about money, but my pussy doesn't. It is financially blind. I don't really know what to say. I doubt I could live my life properly without dick. Even if I could, why would I want to? Sometimes my pussy just wants a big slobbery load of sperm fresh from the balls. Why in the world would I deny myself something like that over a car? I wouldn't. I can buy my own damn car. It may not be a Ferarri, but honestly, I like my Jeep better. What's my point? I don't know that I have one. I just feel fortunate that I have a deep desire for sex. It's an equalizer that lets everyone knows where they stand. I'll stop. I'm getting weird.
Connor, that naughty little rascal, did some major work on my pussy today! I am delighted with his progress. He got me off twice, and if I were capable of getting knocked up, he would have pumped me full of kids. I am still in awe of how much he ejaculates. It's like one of those fake videos where they pour out gallons of the most phony-looking jizz ever, except it's real. I can feel his dick enlarging with each pump because his balls are pumping so hard. I think he fountained out roughly ten firm pumps. I just gush out like a faucet when he pulls out of me. Amazing stuff. I think he is starting to pump more sperm than he did when I first started sucking him off. I wanted to suck him off, but he wanted to fuck. I can't say no to him. He's so adorable, and his dick is so cute. It's crazy something that thin and small can out fuck guys with dicks twice his size. Oh well, I'm not complaining, that's for sure! Still, his balls are so small. Where does he keep all that nut?
Alright, details. As best I can remember them. We texted, and I told him to come over. I had a surprise for him. I wore my crotchless fishnet outfit, and when I opened the door, I thought he would faint. He didn't. I pulled him inside, shut the door, made out with him, put his hand on my pussy, and guided his hand till he figured out how to make my knees weak on his own. He did an excellent job. I got sloppy wet, and gooey. I dropped to my knees, pulled his jeans down, and worked his tightey whities over his stiff dick. It was so hard it slapped his belly, and it made sucking it difficult because it didn't bend. I had to get higher up on my knees, but I had his cock in my throat balls deep once I did. So deep that I licked his balls when I took it down to the root. I wanted to take a load while I had in my mouth down to the base. He wanted to fuck. He pushed me back on the tile floor and got on top missionary style, and slipped his dick in my guts. Fuck, that little cock gets hard. It's like a steel rod inside of me. I like it like that! When it's so hard like that, it rubs my clit, and that is precisely what it did. I came first and fast. Then he came, and the pumping was intoxicating. It's hard to explain the feeling of being bred by someone who can pump so much sperm so hard. It feels like perfection. Thats the only way I can describe it. It doesn't hurt that when I look up at him, he looks like an 18 yr old. I know I'm showing him incredible things he has only dreamed of. But he's also showing me something. That is how amazing it is to be his cum dump. After he finished pumping his sperm inside of me, he lay there on top of me, and I could feel his dick twitching inside of me. I wish I could see that somehow. Watching that would probably make me cum without touching myself. His sperm came out of me like a river when he pulled out. It made a huge puddle on the tile floor. I wanted to lick it up. I really did. But the floor needed cleaning, and I just couldn't bring myself to do that. So paper towels and Clorox wipes to the rescue.
I was about to send Connor home when he asked if we could fuck again. His dick never went down, and I just can't say no to him. He's so fricking cute. I just want to make him and his cock happy. I told him I would suck him off, but he wanted to fuck. Ass fuck. I wasn't really in the mood, but he insisted, and I gave in and stuck my ass up in the air, and he slipped that fucker right up my colon. The fucker fucked my ass properly for 10 minutes before nutting deep in my rectum. Once again, I could feel his dick pumping a ton of sperm inside of me. It made me cum. Just the feeling of him shooting sperm in my ass sent me over the edge. It was a heart-stopping, mind-blowing cum. The second ones usually are, and this one didn't disappoint. I haven't cum this hard in a while now. Bob was the last one to do that to me. He doesn't have Bob's dick, so hats off to Connor. It was so good it made me forget about my poor performer from this weekend. An 18 yr old kid fucked me exponentially better than a guy probably twice his age with a bigger dick. That is saying something. I dumped so much cum out of my ass it was stupid. Impressive, but still ridiculous. I am sitting here wearing underwear because I am still dripping Connors sperm out of my asshole. As you know, I seldom wear underwear, but Connors impressive balls have given me no choice lest I stain the furniture with his jizz.
Anyway, that was my afternoon. Hope yours was as fun as mine was!
Connor, that naughty little rascal, did some major work on my pussy today! I am delighted with his progress. He got me off twice, and if I were capable of getting knocked up, he would have pumped me full of kids. I am still in awe of how much he ejaculates. It's like one of those fake videos where they pour out gallons of the most phony-looking jizz ever, except it's real. I can feel his dick enlarging with each pump because his balls are pumping so hard. I think he fountained out roughly ten firm pumps. I just gush out like a faucet when he pulls out of me. Amazing stuff. I think he is starting to pump more sperm than he did when I first started sucking him off. I wanted to suck him off, but he wanted to fuck. I can't say no to him. He's so adorable, and his dick is so cute. It's crazy something that thin and small can out fuck guys with dicks twice his size. Oh well, I'm not complaining, that's for sure! Still, his balls are so small. Where does he keep all that nut?
Last day of the month. I plan on ending it with an overloaded pussy full of 18 yr old sperm. I didn't get anywhere with Connor yesterday. His grandparents are watching me like a hawk, and though it doesn't bother me, it makes Connor nervous. I don't need Connor nervous. I need him hard, attentive, and pumping jizz on command. Hopefully, we will achieve that level of progress today.
I keep getting called a "Cougar," and I'm okay with that. Someone who knows me asked if an older woman who empties 18 yr old testicles inside of herself is called a "Cougar," what do they call an older man who dates an 18 yr old woman? That's easy. They call them "rich." I'm just saying. I thought everyone knew this. I could be wrong.
I, as a cougar, am in it purely for sex, as are my cubs. They don't expect money or gifts. They just expect to breed me. I expect them to do just that. I know this will tee some of you older gents off, but I have never known any 18 yr old chick dating a 60 yr old guy that wasn't into it for the money and gifts. But I think you guys know that. Again I could be wrong. 18 yr old dudes will fuck a mud puddle if they think no one is watching. 18 yr old chicks, not so much. They have this vision of hard body romance novel-type shit. It doesn't include old dudes for the most part. Look, don't think I'm slamming on anyone. I'm not. It's just biology. Guys take an easier stance on what they will put their dick into. If I am an easier stance than I say, stick your dick in me. I'll take all the cock they can give me. I would have been a creepy high school teacher. I'm just saying. Now with that said. I think chicks 35 yrs and older do fall for the older men. I know I did. The outlook on life and relationships start to change, and suddenly, those silver foxes are looking pretty slick. I'm at the age now where just about any age group looks good. I could breed with you, your grandfather, and your son if he's old enough. I would seriously like to give that clock a spin one day. I mean it too. I would do it. Test me, see what happens.
So I was sucking a dick last night, and a fire truck went by. Happens. So back to sucking the dick. It was a nice dick. I was enjoying making it twitch. Then another fire truck goes by. Still, I carry on. I figure it's one of the old people, and they have fallen and can't get up. So I have his cock jerking around like it's having a seizure when a third fire truck goes by. So now I have to look. Just as I'm getting up, his dick starts doing the sperm fountain. Nothing is touching it. It just started dancing around and spewing jizz. So, I had to go back and suck it up real quick. I didn't do all that work just to waste it. The fire can wait. Me seeing it isn't going to make it go out. So I sucked his testicles dry. It must have been good. He had tears in his eyes. Why do guys cry when they cum? It's weird. Anyway, no time. So I get up, throw on some sweats and go out and see the neighbors house a few houses up in a glorious inferno. I could feel the heat from where I was standing. Nobody got hurt. They weren't home. I am not a sentimental person. I don't put much stock in personal possessions. Even photos and such. I mean, I like them, but it isn't the end of the world if they were to burn up. So to me, I'm like, congrats. You're getting a new house. Lucky bastards. I know I'm terrible, and most people don't feel that way, so I get it. They are probably going to be upset. Doesn't matter. If you are still breathing, it can't be all that bad. Just saying.
Will I see this guy again? No. He lied about where he was from, and I don't have time to try and figure out what's true or not, so it's easier to say later gator and be done with it. He was good-looking and all that, but he wasn't super talented in the sex department. His dick was good but not good enough to make up for his lackluster performance. Connor does better than he does and doesn't have a clue what he's doing. But it was fun. I had a good time sucking him off. A new dick is always good for an hour's worth of entertainment.
I do have a lunch date with Connor today, so I'm going to let him do the honors of flooding my guts with his jizz. I'm glad I didn't fuck that guy last night. I want it to be nice and tight for Connor. Not just for him, I want to feel him pumping his sperm in me, pump by pump. I'm selfish that way. I may be hooked on these cubs. They are so deliciously fresh. It makes my mouth water. I will keep you posted on what happens. Hopefully it will worth talking about!
Dress for success. That's what they say. I suppose one should dress accordingly for the success one hopes to achieve. I think I have that part down don't you think? With any luck, I should successfully score dick. We shall see!
Pussy, pussy, and more pussy. Here is a weird little video I made with @nicky_ferrari and @sallydangeloxxx. I did it in Las Vegas in a cheesy little hotel room because I was too cheap to book an expensive room at the Hard Rock. I think the AVN's were going on, which is why we were there. Anyway, I had already known Sally for quite some time and had met Nikki here and there. But we all got together and decided we would make this video. I don't believe I ever put it up, to be honest. I know they have, but I never thought it was all that. Overly staged and all that happy crap. But the more I watched it today, the more I thought, "this isn't all that bad!" So here it is!
Man, do I have an outfit today. If I can't catch a cock or two in this, I desperately need cock catching help. Just saying. On a brighter note. If nothing else, it is sure to upset the puritans.
No dates as of yes. Working on it. My choice if I had one? Connor. It's that massive load of sperm that is catching my eye, so to speak. Sure, Bob is a better fuck by far, but Connor has that dream load. I wonder if the amount of nut he dumps would turn regular chicks off? If so, he is dirt lucky he found me. I am the more, the merrier type of gal. But if Bob gets a hold of me, then it's Bob's dick that will be breeding me. I'm easy that way. Come on, you two! Let's get something rolling, dammit!
Fuck, my clit is enormous today. I must be horny as fuck. It definitely feels that way. If I get fucked today, I am in for trouble because my clit will make me do things. Bizarre and awkward things. Things we shall not discuss. I'm just saying.
I keep hearing you guys say you would rather have a beautiful mind over physical beauty when it cums to women. Isn't that sweet? Until your dick gets hard and takes over, then it's screw the brains because your dick will make you see a whole lot better than it will allow you to think. I'm just saying. In fact, I'm right there with you. That's why they invented infidelity. Again. I'm just saying.
My friend who held the video camera for me today asked me if I noticed anything different about her today. No, I didn't. She said to take a good look. Nothing. I saw nothing. She dyed her hair slightly blonder. It was at this point I realized that no man on the planet has ever won a game of "Notice anything different about me?" with their significant other. I understand now and feel bad for you.
Connor is at his car this morning. Very early for Connor to be up, don't you think? Growing boys need their rest. Actually, he's done growing except when he gets around me. Then he grows quickly. I wonder what he's doing? It's too cold to go outside and find out. Plus, I'm a mess right now. Fuck me. Now I'm horny. I hate that little bastard. He gets my box all hot and bothered. And there he goes. I wonder what he's doing later on? I need to find out. I wonder what Bob is up to? It looks like both my trainer and mechanic are stepping onto the righteous path. The trainer is worried his wife will find out, and my mechanic thinks I am only into him for sex. Both have valid points. His wife may find out, and I could care less about anything but sex with either one of them. Oh well. Their loss. One of two things will happen. They will crawl back when they figure out their wives just won't empty their testicles quite the same way I do, or I will replace them.
A couple of people have thrown out requests for videos. I love requests. I can't always make them happen or, more likely, make them happen fast. I'm talking porn here. Dick in my box type stuff. Things like cum walks or getting banged in the back of a pickup during Truck Week are harder to get. Why? Because I don't use scripts. I actually do these things. They aren't planned out. The other people have no idea they have found themselves in a porn situation, and most likely, neither do I. Could I script these things? Absolutely. But where is the fun in that? Nothing wrong with scripts and set up porn. It's how you cover the bases when it comes to sexual fantasies. But in the end, it's not real. The odds of the chick actually getting off slim to none. I know, I keep killing Santa Claus with kind of crap. But I'm just saying why I don't like to script stuff. It's too much work. Hell, I can hardly get a guy over to my place to get his dick sucked on camera. Much less have to get his ID, have him sign a release, and all that happy crap. It takes the magic right out of it for most people. But the magic happens. It just doesn't happen on demand.
Fast food. I used to eat fast food. Not so much anymore. I still like Whoppers, but BK has gotten so run down around here I don't want to go. I guess Subway is the healthiest because they actually make you get out of the car and go get it. But, not a fan of them either. I don't know what happened. I just drifted away from fast food. No particular reason. I guess I just kind of lost my taste for it. That doesn't mean I won't go to a restaurant and eat all sorts of unhealthy shit. I will. I just like to sit down and order it first now for some reason. Who knows.
Man, if you actually read this one today, you are in for a ride. I caution you. I am in a mood. You may not like me so much after this one. @u125291845
Someone asked me how I can dress so slutty and not be uncomfortable with the glares. This was asked in the nicest of ways. It wasn't derogatory. So I answered truthfully. If you are slutty enough, then every day can be Halloween when it comes to wardrobe. I don't see the downside.
I got this on Twitter today. Before anyone tells me to "be strong" or something goofy like that, I don't care about this. I just found it humorous. It's been a weird day. You'll have these things. Here we go.
"You accuse of using filters like its a bad thing and post photshop photo of you and your fake muscle. Filters are how we express feelings and moods but you dont know that because your are ugly make you fake fat as everyone."
Strap me to a car frame and an axle and call me shocked. Not sure what brought this on. Not sure that I care. I guess I sometimes write "no weird" filters on my Twitter posts, which is what put a hot poker up this ding dongs keester. Don't ever recall putting up an anti-fat anything, but after this, what I wanted to say was, "Behind every fat woman is a beautiful person... no, seriously, you're in the way, they can't see me. You're blocking the view." But I didn't. But I wanted to But, again, I didn't. Who is this person? I don't know, but I am going to let this go. I don't have the time to step in the ring with what has to be "woke" morons. I just said this to someone. I am not woke. I hate woke anything. It is self-grandiose gaslighting that destroys the people they claim to be helping. It makes them feel better about their weak, imbecilic selves, and that's about it. And there goes a shit ton of followers. Fuck it. I've had enough of these people. I will punch a stupid bitch in the nose. I'm just saying. Well, I actually wouldn't. Unless, of course, she tried to punch me, then I don't know what I would do. Whatever it is, it wouldn't be something woke.
Boring day. Other than listening to whack jobs complain about me not understanding the use of filters to enhance moods and feeling, it's been kind of slow. Batteries were dead in the vibrator. So now I have to wait for it to charge. Fuck me, when it rains, it pours. I probably won't be horny when it does. WTF!
Went to get something to eat. I realized that waiting for the waiter makes me the waiter. Fucker. I sat there forever. He was cute. Till he disappeared for 20 minutes, then he got really un-cute and fast. No pussy for him! He probably didn't want any anyway, so who is the real loser in this whole thing? Me. That would be me.
Today, I was asked via DM about words I hate hearing the most during sex. I assume he is thinking derogatory terms. I could care less about that. I kind of dig being called a sperm whore. I guess what I hate hearing the most during sex is, "Honey, I'm home!" It kind of puts a damper on things.
I do have a video of me jerking and sucking a 20 yr old off. I thought I would put that one up one bt34gg as I made it just before they changed the terms of service as far as ID/Release requirements go. His dick isn't all that big, but he was cute. He was also late all the time. Sometimes he wouldn't bother letting me know. So I sent him packing. Ain't nobody got time for that. He didn't get it. He got all pissy thinking I had some nerve getting angry over him "oversleeping, traffick, whatever" and handing him his walking papers. I'm on time. I always show up on time. If I have to be late for some reason, I will let you know. Every time. Without fail. Especially when it cums to getting my pussy stuffed with cock. Anyway, check it out. You'll never see him again as he can't seem to find his way out of bed before the crack of noon. Let me know what you think of the video. It's not a masterpiece by any means, but it was fun to make. The access code by the way is bigclit22 @u125291845
Making a thank you video for a tip and I thought let's just expand upon that. No other particular reason than that. It ain't much but it's one of those days where I have to improvise. I have more stuff cumming up tonight so watch for it!
I got tied up in a booty call last night, and my booty got called for sure. Actually, my ass stayed untouched. But I did get my innards stretched out a bit by Lucas. He snuck away from the happy home and got down and dirty with me. It was good. I got off, he got off, it took less than 15-minutes, and he was on his way. Talk about efficiency. I was back to eating Cheezits before I realized I still had sperm dripping between my boobs. Slutty girl problems. I'll take them! Anyway, thank you, Mr. Lucas, it was fun. You can thank him for taking the video as well. He didn't want to. Apparently, he thinks someone will be able to recognize his sperm. I swear, sometimes people overthink.
Now I have Bob wanting me to come over. It would be alright, he's way thicker and longer, so he won't notice anything. Lucas came on my tits, so it's not like there is spooge leaking out of me. But fuck, I'm tired. But fuck, Bob's dick is hard to turn down. It's been a while since I have snuck two guys on the same day. Anyway, he has to get back to me on the time. I don't know what he has going on over there. How much important shit can a 24 yr old be up to? Who knows. Bob is starting to talk too much. I have a hard time keeping up. Last time, he asked me if I was even listening to him, which I thought was a weird way to start a conversation. I'm just saying. Anyway, his dick is good for my pussy, so I guess just keep my head down and legs spread, and all will be good.
Morning wood. Fuck me. For just once in my life, I would love to wake up in the morning and be as excited as your dicks seem to be about the day. I don't get morning wood. I don't get morning pussy or anything of the sort. I'll suck some morning wood. I have many times. But I rarely wake up sopping wet ready to fuck. Ready to drink some caffeine of one sort or another would be a better statement. I'd say I need about an hour to two hours before I start thinking, "a hard dick would be good right now." Now around 9 or 10 at night, watch out. The slightest thing can set me off. I purposely avoid Twitter and such because even the hot chicks will cause me to break out my fantastic plastic battery-powered friend. It's funny how a specific video, meme, picture, will catch me just right. I was just watching a video on Twitter, and this chick was taking a big fat dick so smoothly, and she looked so fresh and clean, my pussy started watering. Well, I suppose that is better than being a dried box of crustiness. Thats a mental picture not to dwell on.
Anyway, my mechanic is upset that I mentioned him on here. I asked him how he knew. He said a friend told him. I asked him how his friend knew I was talking about him specifically? I could see the gears grinding, and I warned him, don't make up a stupid story, I'll know. He made up a stupid story. I knew. He finally broke down and told me he was a subscriber. The dummy. What did we learn here today? Don't argue with women guys. Even if you win, you lose. I am just saying.
Catch you all later!
Alright, I goofed up and forgot to get this one up earlier. Oh well, with me, it's better late than never. I don't know that I'm goofing up. I'm having a terrible time with things stuck in "Draft" Oh well. Enjoy the video. I have a quickie set up in just a few minutes so talk to you in a bit!
Here is the video of my ass dripping jizz from Connor's debut ass fucking. I said pics earlier but decided not to cut them out of the video. I almost quit filming it because I couldn't dump any more jizz out of me, but when I sat up, it started leaking more! Fuck I love that kid's balls! Enjoy the video as much as I enjoyed having my ass used for the sole purpose of pleasing an 18 yr old dick.
Nobody to fuck. So here I sit. I need a chick to fill in the downtime. Someone order me one off of Amazon. Uhmm, let us go Asian, petite, and flexible. One day I'll find a chick who is into things as much as I am. We will conquer the world one dick at a time. Well, maybe more than one dick at a time. Maybe 10 dicks at a time. Between the two of us, I'm sure we could figure it out.
I think Connor is stalking me as he has been googling my name on his computer. I saw it when I was watching him through my telescope last night. Just kidding. Kind of. I don't have a telescope, but I do run to the window every time I hear a car start. I know he doesn't belong to me, but I almost wish he did. Okay, enough creepy old lady stuff. Time to move on.
My house is spotlessly clean. Why? Because my computer broke and I don't have anything else to do. All my boy toys work day jobs, so like I said earlier, here I sit. I ordered another one, but it's going to be a week or so. Therefore, if it appears as though things are moving a little slower than normal or that I've made more grammatical errors than usual, it's because I'm on my phone.
I see Connors grandparents once in a while. They know something is up. If they only knew what was up was a load of their grandson's sperm deep up my ass. I used to smile at them, now I laugh. They think I'm nuts. I am reasonably sure that I am. Look, if you see me smiling, it's usually because I'm thinking of doing something to someone's dick. If you see me laughing, I've already done it. I am just saying.
I was going to wear a camo dress today. I can't find the fucker. It's doing an outstanding job at being camo. Hopefully not so good that I threw it away and didn't even notice. I like that camo dress.
I wrote this post out in segments. Sat down and wrote. Stepped away. Came back and wrote some more and stepped away. It came out very weird. On a cheerier note, I think I will go use my battery-powered BFF. It seems to be that kind of day. Let you know how that turns out. Catch you later!
It's me again. Sorry about that. I just won't go away. Anyway, let us get this thing going. Some pics of myself and @sexyvanessa to start the day.
I let Connor fuck me in the ass last night. I don't know why. He wanted to do it, and I didn't have the heart to tell him no. The little bastard made me cum so hard he laughed at me. He laughed at me. The fucker. I don't know what happened. I wasn't in the mood for getting my ass filled with dick, but it just seemed like he deserved a treat for being a good boy. His dick is small, so I figured what the hell. It took him like 5 minutes to figure it out, and lube got everywhere. Then he somehow figured out how to slip the head in, and the rest just followed. I figured he would be in there a minute or two, and it would be over. Nope, he went a solid ten minutes and made me cum twice. That boy owned my ass. He's lucky, he has a small dick, and it fits perfectly, so there is that. But the thought of someone that age fucking my ass making me his bitch was a bit much for me. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed it immensely and hope he cums back over today and leaves a sticky lump of sperm in my colon. The first cum I had was about 2 minutes in, and it was a good one, and I thought that was all I would get out of this anal reaming. But when he came, and I could feel all that jizz filling up my ass, it blew my mind. Neither he nor I touched my clit. Hell, he doesn't even think to touch my clit when we do anything, but he still got the job done spectacularly. Yes, I have pictures. I took them 15 minutes after he dumped his testicles in my ass, and I was still leaking sperm. That boy has some balls on him that work overtime. It's incredible. It makes me cum, so that's super incredible. High five for Connor. I'm still pissed at him for laughing at my cum tard expressions. You should see his face. He looks like someone hooked him up to an electric chair. I'm just saying.
There must be someone or whatever the plural word of someone is, uploading my content to the tube sites and to people I write about. I'm not sure how they do it because yesterday's stuff didn't mention any names at all. Very strange. Look, for those uploading my stuff to tube sites, keep at it, sooner than you think it will be the end of porn as you know it. Visa/Mastercard are that close to putting pressure on the banks, and when that happens, the party is over. Tube sites are the cause. 100% and those of you uploading to them are why tube sites exist.
Okay. So I may have said something in my Sprite-induced sugar high that wasn't super nice. It's been texted to me. I forgot all about it. I hate even to bring this up because it will just get relayed by one of five people, and two are ruled out by default. I'll figure it out and poke you in the eye later. First things first, I don't like to make people feel bad. Unless they deserve it, keep that in mind. So, one of the two ruled out by default made some disparaging remarks about her fans. I reminded her that they pay for her lifestyle. She asked me if I thought she was stupid. I replied, and the more I read this, it's pure gold. It really is. "I don't think you're stupid. I just think you have bad luck with thinking." And the look of death was given to me by several sets of hazy alcohol-tainted eyes. I have no idea where I came up with that, but I need to remember that one. If they had said that to me, I would have laughed. I'm just saying. On another thought, Would I do either one of them? I would have in the past, and I want to say yes, but no, and it's not because I don't like them. I can overlook that when it cums to pussy and dick. They just aren't keeping up with themselves. Fuck it. Yes, I would. Just because. Oh man, am I going to be in some shit for this one.
Aging gracefully is like the nice way of saying you're slowly looking worse. That's exactly what I'm doing. I'm okay with it. I can hold my own with kiddos. If I had to pause a time in my life and live in eternity, it would be close to now. Maybe a few years back, like two or three. That's when my sex drive went into insane mode. It was always running hot but holy fuck, when I hit 50, the dick never looked so delicious. And on top of everything else, I quit giving a rat's ass about stupid shit or what people thought of me. Good years my friends.
I like looking at sexy memes. I admit it they turn me on. Sometimes they give me ideas. It was memes that turned me on to Connor. I wasn't into fucking guys that age. Then after a few well-thought-out memes, I was like, "I'm fucking wet thinking about it." Then before you know it, I'm drinking fresh nut straight out of Connors testicles. Now it's student/teacher memes. I don't know. It's good to be alive, though, isn't it! I have found I can be happy living through other people's experiences. I don't necessarily have to do it to experience it. Now I'm googling MILF teacher/student porn. Fuck I wish I was a teacher. I'd get fired, but it would be a fun ride out the door. I think it would be. Then again, I don't really want to be a teacher. I just want to be in that situation. It's funny how I go round and round on things that turn me on. Bob is starting to fade because I am so caught up with Connor. I need to fuck Bob again, so I don't forget how important his cock really is. I have a hard time focusing on more than one sexual situation at a time. I could focus on 20 Connor's because they are all the same basic thing. I need to get better at multi-cocking. Just saying.
Apparently, I have myself "a troubled soul." Nah. I plan on living forever, and so far, things are going well. I am not going to be one of those old people piling into church cramming for the final. I don't cheat, steal, kind of lie here and there but don't we all? I'm pretty trustworthy. I think I'm doing better than most holier than thou types. I just happen to like to use my body parts in ways they may disapprove of. Tough cookies.
I went to see my friend's newborn baby today. They handed her to me, and I waved them off and said, "No thanks, I'm a vegetarian." Nobody laughed. Fuck. People have lost all sense of humor these days.
I wonder who cums harder. Guys or girls? I think girls do. I think my cum lasts at least twice as long as the guys do. I could be wrong because I don't have a fucking clue. I would love to. I would give anything to have a dick for 5 minutes, so I could jerk off and experience it. Still, I would hate to permanently switch to having a cock only to realize I came twice as long and twice as hard with a pussy. Yeah, I know, I'm fucking odd. Deal with it for a few. It will pass. Anyway, I know when I cum hard, my mind gets stupid fast. I have literally fallen in love with a penis after it has blown my mind re-arranging my guts and making me cum so hard I drool. I'm serious. I catch feelings for dicks. Then it goes away, but oddly enough, it happens. Not for the person it's attached to. That's just somebody I have to deal with to keep up my relationship with his cock. I'll knock off here. I am getting way the fuck out there. It's one of those days. I have dick on the brain. Catch you all later!
Good morning everyone! Had a long weekend. Good to be back at it this morning. It really is. I have decided that I am one of those people who want to be invited to events even though I don't really want to go. I don't know. Weird. From now on, no more social functions. I thought I was the one who was going to need therapy after listening to these folks.
My neighbor came over while I was doing some photos in this outfit. He looked through the window and got an eyeful. I caught him looking just as he saw me. He apologized repeatedly. I don't care. He can see them online all he wants. Good for him. He got an eyeful. I have no worries about him peeking in windows. It was a normal thing to do. I would have done the same thing. It's kind of my fault for not shutting the blinds, but I like the light I get from the windows. If this is all we have to worry about in life, we are living the dream, Mr! Just saying.
I had to listen to someone complain about anxiety. Fuck me silly. I get it. Anxiety happens. It's called being alive. Sure it sucks. But it isn't a life-ending thing. I get all kinds of fucked up sometimes, but you'll never know it. It's called moving on. I got lots of "you are not a nice person" style comments when another chick started complaining about how she needs meds to shoot to porn. She told a story of how she was being peer pressured to do her scene by a few other porn chicks. I made the comment, "It's not peer pressure. It's just your turn. Do the scene so they can go home. It's what you signed up for." That did not go over well. The entire table got quiet. I slurped on my empty Sprite glass. I don't think they liked me much after that. Oh well, I wasn't going to fit in with these people from the get-go. They hated my blue Jeep. Someone said it was to "Joe Dirt." That makes me laugh. Joe Dirt. I should get a mullet.
Connor just walked out and started his car. I'm staring at him out the window. All I can think about is making his little dick hard as concrete. I like to make him hard. I like to feel it in my hand when it's hard like that. I can feel his pulse. I think that's cool. Man, he's fun to play with. I like that I'm turning him into a man. I can see the spring in his step, his confidence building. His grandparents should be thanking me. I hope I can get him to let me suck him off today. I am in the mood to do that to him. I don't want to fuck him. It will ruin it for me when I let Bob turn me into the grand canyon down there. Not that Bob won't stretch me out way more than Connor would, but Bob just can't compete with Conner's sperm dump. It will take away from my fuck with Bob because I will inevitably compare the two if I fuck them both. I am counting my chickens before they hatch here. I don't even know if Connor will find the time to let me drink sperm from his dick. Be nice, but he's a busy kid, and I'm a horny old lady trying to suck his soul through his cock. Oh well.
Some guy walked by my house repeatedly with a handheld police scanner in his pocket. Wonder what he was up to. I think he's trying to steal my old blue 1991 Jeep. He kept this up for over an hour. My neighbors even let me know. I had my boyfriend come over and talk to him. He has some BS story about doing a construction job around the corner. There is nothing under construction around the corner. He asked him about the scanner, and he didn't answer. I'm not worried about him coming into the house. The dogs will eat him immediately. If they don't get him, then the guns will. He knows that. He can hear the dogs. He can see the signs. It's the Jeep. I'm sure of it. I need to find a way to lock it up. I ordered a steering wheel club, but not sure if that works well. I saw something about a brake/clutch lock, don't know if that works either. He took off, a white pickup came and got him a few minutes after my boyfriend talked with him. I need to figure this out before I'm down a Jeep.
Real quick, I have just realized that I have a million messages that I replied to last week that was stuck in draft mode for some reason. I am not going to send them as they are irrelevant due to the unstoppable nature of time. Just wanted to let you know, I didn't ignore you. At least not on purpose. Well, some of you I did. Just kidding. I answer every one. Most of time. Sometimes I fuck up.
Happy Sunday Morning, everyone. I have to do some throwback stuff today. I am caught unprepared today. Yesterday slipped away from me. What I thought would be a gangbuster super happy/sexy/fun day turned out to be a little quiet, boring, and somewhat depressing yesterday. In hindsight, I wish I didn't go out as it ended up being a rather long day and evening. I could have been chasing Connor around the neighborhood. A little Connor dick mixed with a ton of Connor cum would have been way better. Instead, I went out with several people who were way bigger names in porn than I am or ever will be. Please don't bother asking. I'm not going to say. I'm already stretching my promise not to yack about it to someone who knew I would do just that. I thought I would hear words of wisdom and awesome adult industry stories. I didn't. I realized what I already knew. The key to their success is to swallow your own personal boundaries/morals/dignity and make it all go down smooth with booze and drugs. Yeah, you can go fuck yourself with all of that. As depressing as the night was, I realized how fortunate I really am as I sipped on my Sprite. I do like Mountain Dew & Dr. Pepper, but the caffeine keeps me up all night. Anyway, I don't have any of those nightmare stories and experiences. How can I explain it? Alright, think of it like this. If you absolutely hate to drive, I mean, just fucking hate it, then choosing to be a truck driver may not be the most fulfilling career choice for you, even if it does provide the money you want. Probably not worth it in the end. But, hey, hats off to them for faking it till they made it. Look, they went way further than I ever did by a longshot.
But, after listening to these two, I feel like I need to say this. Their opinions on the business, fans, and life, in general, are the complete opposite of mine. As shocking as it was for them to hear, I don't do this for the money. I mean, I need to make money to keep doing it, and I explained that, but it's not the driving factor. My business model reflects that if you haven't noticed. I survive off of subscriptions and tips, nothing else. Just so you know, I love you guys that tip, and please do keep them cumming! And I love that you subscribe, there are definite expenses to doing this, so it greatly helps. But I am here as much for me as I am for you. I'm a perv, I admit it. I'm into sex, and I am into people knowing that I'm into sex. I want you to see me. It's what drives me on. It feeds my ego, turns me on, and lets me wake up wanting to push the boundaries. Boundaries that I want to push. I know some of you get over-excited and get a little out of control. But so do I, so as far as me getting offended over a request, good luck with that. If I don't want to do it, I simply tell you I don't want to do it. I know some of you get mad about that, but there are lines I'm not going to cross because you want me to. But I like interacting with you. I don't want to do what I consider to be sexy shit and keep it to myself. I want you to know, I want you to enjoy it with me. To me, it's just that much better with friends, if you know what I mean. It's that simple. I hope those two from last night find themselves one day, put the bitterness aside, and start enjoying life. It may be too late for them, though. And this will sound bad, but after a night with these folks, it's a massive fucking big "Hell Yeah motherfucker!" for me. I don't live in a giant house. I don't drive 150K cars. But I wake up every day thinking somebody is getting their dick sucked, and I'm the one to do it. That's why I look so much better than they do! It's the secret to looking good. If you love your work, you'll never work a day in your life. I have won that battle a million times over because, as far as I know, I haven't worked a day in the last 25 years. So, I just want to thank you for putting up with me and sticking with me because, without you, I have lost all of the above. I will annoy you for as long as you will allow me to do so. Just saying.
Alright, where are we at here? Hotel sex. It's convenient, and you don't have to clean up the sheets. I made it happen with Lucas yesterday. It was awesome. He popped me three times, and I have photos of two of them. Here you go. As you can see, his testicles are in fine working order. My kind of guy. Anyway, moving on.
Lucas is a good fuck. I got off, and I enjoyed it. I am definitely going to do it again. I love seeing him. He's fun, funny, and I can listen to him talk without losing my mind. He's also married and is extremely worried about getting caught. I have no idea why he keeps coming back. Probably because he keeps cumming when he cums back. Dicks are a curious override switch. They make you guys do things you otherwise would never do. I can see the guilt in his face before he sticks his cock in my guts. After he cums and it all settles in, that guilt is right back. Until I suck the guilt right out of his cock, then he's all good again. He needs to learn he isn't putting his cock inside of me to catch feelings for me. He's putting his cock inside me to fuck my pussy until I go crosseyed and promise to eat his sperm anytime he pleases. Then go home, enjoy his family, eat a bowl of ice cream. I am nothing more than a physical workout that they need know nothing about. They should thank me for sending him home in such a glorious mood. I say all these things because he is nothing more than a man with a penis that I want to abuse for a few hours. And then, goodbye. He is nothing more to me than that said sexual workout. Why him? He looks fucking awesome. I mean, he's a nice guy, fun to be around. But live with this guy? Get the fuck out of here. Not a chance in the world. He is a good fuck. But, he isn't Bob, nor is he Connor. I would choose either one of them over him. If it was a looks contest, he wins a thousand times over. That's why I fuck him. He's fun to look at. But he doesn't carry the same mental turn-on that Connor and Bob do. Not even close. Looks only get one so far. After that, it's all about the cock. Not true. It's all about the presentation of cock. Bob presents me with a huge perfect penis. That's wonderful. But, what really catches me is the attitude in which he makes me drop down on my knees and serve it. Connor. Well, he's 18. That alone makes my pussy drool girl goo uncontrollably. He's okay looking, I guess. But he's 18. Need I say more? He's like a brand new car with no dents. Plus, I do like teaching him and turning him into a man. That is sexy as fuck. That is what he presents to me. Way more than Lucas does, which is an extremely good-looking guy with a decent dick but with no mental catch. I can find a Lucas at any Target 24/7. Why am I telling you this? I don't know. I guess because after we are all done, his mood goes from "Awesome fucking sex!" to a downer/I fucked up, "I need to get home." It's fucking up my experience. To the point, I'm going to say something and if it happens again, then tell him to find some other slut to do the things I do to his cock. Good luck with that, Mr.
Holy moly, this sounds like I'm pissed off and in a downer mood. I guess I'm pissed a bit but definitely not in a downer mood. How could I be? I got fucked three times in 2 hours, got off all three times, and got some decent cum pics from two of them. So all was not really that bad now, was it? Nope, if this is the worst that happens this week, I'm in some seriously good shape. Just saying.
